The Bible tells us in Psalm 139:2:
“He knows our thoughts before we even think them.”
Perhaps He is more aware of what your thinking than you are…
Oh if only I could have a dollar for every time I wished I knew for absolute sure what God is saying to me… Although I am glad we are under grace and not under the law anymore I have often envied Moses for those times he went up to the mountain and heard boldly proclaimed:
“THUS SAITH THE LORD!!”
Moses came down from those mountains with the a surety that he knew what it was God wanted him to do – even with his self-doubts of his ability to do it!
Often times we get in the way of our own selves… I often find myself scratching my head with a “duh” look on my face asking God, “Is this what you mean? Or was it this? You want me to do this? Or was it this?” Thank God I serve a patient God – He has to be to be in a relationship with me…
Sometimes life feels so scary and uncertain. There are times when God wants us to step out on faith and I find myself hesitating and measuring each step before stepping or lambasting myself for the miss-steps from my prodigal time, afraid that I will stupidly repeat a history I have no intention of experiencing again, but the saying, “Once bitten, twice shy…” Goes through my head or “Fool me once, shame on you, fool me twice shame on me…” Those kind of sayings can cause one to keep their foot lifted high in the air – caught mid-step instead of going forward in your walk as God intended you to do…
I don’t want to miss out on the “ALL” that God has for me – and yet I don’t want to misinterpret what it is that “ALL” is… We serve a God who was generous enough to create us with “free will” and the ability to make decisions and choices on our own – but OH how I wish it were otherwise. I wish that once we, of our own free will and accord gave our lives over to Him (making Him our Lord and Savior) that we simply have in doing so, given Him the wheel and put ourselves on “automatic pilot.” We can fold our arms behind our head and whistle a happy song – allowing God to drive the car of our life… Unfortunately it doesn’t work that way… How I wish it did. Do you think that is laziness??? I suppose it doesn’t matter one way or another because the truth is – that is not how life is. I am very thankful that God knows our hearts. That He knows our thoughts before we even think them. There are times when I can’t find the adequate words to express to Him, yet there is peace in knowing that He knows!
There have been times in my walk where I have been floored by the beauty and abundancy of the blessing God has bestowed on me, because what He has in store for us is so much better than what we could ever plan for ourselves, the problem is we don’t trust Him enough to wait to receive that blessing and the problem comes when we try to “do it ourselves” and not allow Him to bestow on us the abundancy that He desires… We get in our own way.
“EXCUSE ME SELF, GET OUTTA THE WAY!!!”
Perhaps that should be my prayer from now on… Because the joy in receiving what God has blessed me with makes praise and worship naturally occur… Not that you should only praise and worship God when He blesses you – He is worthy to be praised ALL the time and if we thought on all the blessings we have in our lives instead of concentrating on life’s problems and our lack and our struggles in life we would freely do so… Hmmmm – even in writing this I am seeing that this is one area where ol’ slewfoot trips us up… Keeps us downcast and worried and caught up in our situations so that we are so heavy hearted that we can’t see the beauty of what’s before us… Makes you think doesn’t it?
Sometimes you have been praying about something and God has already answered that prayer – only you aren’t recognizing that the answer is right before you! Perhaps we have become so disillusioned by the negativity in the world we live in, that we naturally hang our heads in shame waiting to be put down or rejected – when God is saying, “YES!” Or “Look at what I have for you!” And the beauty of it is more than we can fathom because many of us haven’t learned how to accept… And we wonder WHY God isn’t answering our prayers. It’s not that He isn’t answering them we just don’t know how to see and/or accept His answer…
“Lord, please open up our minds and hearts to receive, open up our ears to hear, open up our eyes to see all You would like to reveal to us, that we may be better vessels for You.”
God is real. He is the same today as He was yesterday as He will be tomorrow and He is concerned about YOU. He hears YOU. And most of all – HE LOVES YOU.
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